Relax, Take it Easy

Two Thousand Twelve, December, Thirteenth, Wifi Hotspot.

I just booked a flight with a little help from her. I got a little hesitated, maybe because I haven't had any dinner yet. Crankiness does come with lack of nutrition (or Oxygen) to the brain. It's settled now. I'm departing at the end of the month. Though I don't know how I will spend those days, but all is well.

I think lack of blogging for the last few weeks makes me lose my train of thoughts. I have been procrastinating again. And for the last time, I have to start again, not from scratch, but still gathering my scattered thoughts. It's been a quite interesting month, from the last time I wrote something here. I won't mention it all here, maybe just some highlights would do.

First, I have made some improvements in the terms of being easy. Easygoing, easy on taking matters at hand, easy on the dark side of myself. Things got more cheerful and exciting. I went to do some volunteer in Kintamani, I do some stuffs with her, and when I'm not, I do some other stuffs and make things worth while. I also manage to get my clothes tailored, got my bike fixed, and went to a museum. I changed my old blog and filled it with doodles.

What else? I managed to say things that I thought I couldn't say to her, and that felt good, for I am extending myself to let her know what I feel, on most occasion.

Let us go back a bit then.

Two Thousand Twelve, July, Seventh, Kuta Beach.

We met earlier at one of the fast food chain restaurant in Kuta, and from there, we went to the beach. Got some dinner earlier, and went to see baby sea turtles hatching, it was the Olive Ridley Sea Turtles (Lepidochelys olivacea) and then we also went to the newest mall in Kuta Beach, just walking on the beach against the night wind, the air was chilly, and it was great.

We walk quite a bit. Enjoying the night exercise we're having without worrying about anything else. Oh, yeah I just lost my phone a couple of days back, but I also got myself a new glasses. I'm not worried about losing the phone, just that it would be a major drawback in terms of updating stuffs for the sake of work and all.

As I wondered, things seems easier back then, not a lot of mind was involved, just enjoying every moments that passes. Then again, we do have to stop a bit and think. And then go again from that point. Like a baby sea turtles fighting his/her way to reach the sea and survive for hundreds of years, things all have it courses.
I am glad, that life has take me from one point to another, whilst keeping the smile on my face, and spread it to others. as I said before to her, I like the way she smile, and then, I like the way we smile.

That's it for tonight.
I want to write more. later.