just the thing I need

everything seems to go out, out of order, out of place, out of control.

is it just me, who has been doing too little to upgrade myself, or is it a sign, for me to do something about everything, instead of nothing.

why is it that every single thing that i do seems to have no good result.

I feel like running away, just like i always do.

Can't really do that anymore.

I feel that I will perish, if I don't do something about it.
What is I am talking about really?

my life?

I'm really not quiet sure.

I should restart, reboot, reinstall myself.

At this point, that is what I am thinking.

I once said that I am a lost soul.
right now, I feel like a tiny speck, with no destination, nothing to hold on to,
nothing to look up to.

what should I refer to so that I can pull myself together?

I have been thinking too much and too little,
and now, have been doing shit about my life.

Well then, what I can do right now is jump ship.
hahaha....

do I look like I need a break?
Or am I too exaggerating?

21:58 WIB
Niki out