chaos in my mind

Ah don't actually feel any chaos or disturbance in my mind or body, just making an extreme title so people will read it. hahaha....

everything in my life seems to be uncertain. is it?
maybe it's just because I made it that way ya?
well, all in all. I'm so grateful that now I can almost say I can live by my own.
Not that it's too late or too soon, because I am at age.
Come to think of it, I do waste a lot of my time doing unimportant stuff and procrastinating
all the things that I'm suppose to be doing.

So....
Here's what.
Till the end of this year, I promise myself, that I will have backup plans for my future life.
Not too much, but has to be something.

my first plan is....
get my own bicycle.
and get another cheap place to live.
And save some money.

and then I will think of the next step, next time I post.

That's all for today.

11:49 AM WIB
Niki out